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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 5, 2016 19:22:31 GMT -5
Kate flinched when his fist loudly slammed against the counter, forcing the dishes on it to rattle. He was mad, alright. Probably he maddest she's ever really seen him before. Well, dammit, she was mad too! And right now, she felt she had every right to be! They were getting married in a week and Jagger was letting some supposed HOSTESS hang all over him. How was that supposed to make her feel? It hurt her to see some other girl on his arm. She hate to think of him with anyone else. Jagger was supposed to be hers.
"What is wrong with me?" she asked him, "I wasn't the one seen out and about with half naked bitches, now was I?"
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Post by Jagger St. Croix on Sept 5, 2016 19:33:57 GMT -5
"Jesus ticking Christ, Kate!" He yelled. "It's Vegas! Every fucking girl looks like that, and I can't help it if in that brief moment she was all over me. Had the fucking photographer kept taking pictures, you'd have seen that I shoved her away the minute she got too close, but that doesn't sell fucking magazines, does it?"
He glared at her. At this point, he was feeling personally attacked. He was a lot of things in life, but he we no cheater and the fact that she refused to believe that made him question everything. If she couldn't, or wouldn't, believe him over this, then how was she supposed to trust him with anything? Was he going to spend the rest of his life constantly defending everything he said or did, having to answer to accusations of shit he hadn't even done?
"I really can't believe you think that lowly of me," he said, his voice suddenly quiet again, sad even.
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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 5, 2016 19:42:51 GMT -5
Kate threw her hands up in defeat. "I give up! I give the fuck up. I just can't do this with you. Obviously this was a bad idea." she said, motioning a hand between them to clarify she was talking about them, "You're a famous musician...I'm just some nobody. You can call me crazy all you want but my insecurities didn't just develop over night." She wasn't even quite sure what she was trying to say...but her heart suddenly started to break.
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Post by Jagger St. Croix on Sept 5, 2016 19:53:20 GMT -5
"what do you mean, you give up?" He demanded, staring at her. "You don't want to get married now? Jesus, Kate..." He ripped his hands through his hair. "what have I done to make you insecure? Fuck...Ive done nothing to you!"
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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 5, 2016 20:26:47 GMT -5
"Oh, come off of it! This isn't the first time you've been caught red-handed with someone else, Jagger!" Kate yelled, "It wasn't even that long ago when we were discussing the fact that you signed a fan's shirt...across her chest. As if I'd be completely ok with that!"
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Post by Jagger St. Croix on Sept 5, 2016 21:03:24 GMT -5
"Are you serious?" He all but laughed in her face. "It's part of my job, and that woman was pushing 50 years old! Are you seriously telling me that it meant something to me? I hate to break it to you, Kate, but keeping those fans happy? Signing their shirts, kissing their cheeks, letting them believe, even for a second, that I am paying them special attention, those fans are what paid for all of this," he said, waving his hands around their huge mansion, "they are what will lay for our kids to go to school, and it's what pays for the other extravagant shit you love so much. You knew all of that when we got together. When the fuck did you get this Jealous? Why are you so damn Insecure?"
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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 6, 2016 18:59:11 GMT -5
"Oh, I dunno..." she started, roughly pushing her blonde hair out of her tear-streaked face, "...maybe I've never really been secure with you, Jagger. Maybe when I look at you, I still see you screwing my best friend behind my back."
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Post by Jagger St. Croix on Sept 6, 2016 21:00:29 GMT -5
Jagger sighed, defeated. It was the same argument they had been having for years and suddenly, he had this sinking suspicion that it was never going to end. There was nothing he could say or do that would pacify a Kate and mske her trust him, and if there was no trust....well, what was the point? He could feel his dreams of a family slipping through his fingers, and that killed him....but what good would it be letting their kids grow up watching them fight? Watching their mom obviously think their dad was a total douchebag?
pushing himself away from the counter, Jagger turned and looked at her sadly. "If that's still how you feel Kate, then there is nothing more can do, csn I?" He asked her. "I've literally done nothing wrong. Every second I'm not on tour or in the studio, I'm here with you. When Im away, I always call you ever night and I pick uo every fucking time you call. I've done everything I can think of to make you feel secure and it's like Im running on a hamster wheel. I'm getting nowhere."
it it was quiet for a minute, the only sound that of the crickets outside the open kitchen window. With a groan, he dragged his hands through his hair, pulling at it. "I'm done," he finally told her, softly. "I just can't do this anymore. I can't feel like this anymore, and obviously you can't either."
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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 7, 2016 7:23:00 GMT -5
Kate felt as if the floor below her were about to swallow her whole. Did she want things to end? Was she capable of trusting him? Right now, she was so confused and wasn't quite sure what she wanted. Their wedding was in a week and she knew deep down it wouldn't be right to go through with it when she was having all these trust issues. He was going to be on the road all the time and she wasn't sure she'd be able to sleep soundly not knowing what he was doing. It was crazy! She loved him so much... loved their family, but she couldn't raise their kids in this environment. It wasn't fair to them.
She quickly thought back to when she first met Jagger. It was an amazing and heated night. She left him that night with no intentions of anything coming of them. To her, it was the best one night stand she'd ever had. Never in a million years did she know she'd end up having a baby with him, then ten years later, planning a wedding. It was definitely something out of a fairy tale for her. Maybe that was all it was.
She found it hard to meet his eyes. Staring down at the tiled floor beneath her, she choked back a tear and managed to get a few words out. "No...I can't." So, this was it. They were breaking up. She was going to have to explain to her two children that mommy and daddy weren't going to be together anymore. Her heart ached and she was actually finding it difficult to breathe at the moment.
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Post by Jagger St. Croix on Sept 7, 2016 19:57:53 GMT -5
Jagger wasn't sure what he expected from Kate after what he said, but it still felt like a punch to his gut when she didn't argue with me or ask him not to leave. Silently, he nodded his head, swallowing a couple of times in an effort to get rid of the lump in his throat. He looked around the house he had bought with the idea of his family living there together and felt sad at the idea of that never coming to fruitation.
"I'll get my stuff and stay in the city then," he finally said. "We can tell the kids together. Or you can, if you prefer."
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Post by Kate Roberts on Sept 7, 2016 20:32:18 GMT -5
Kate's entire body was about to give out on her, so her goal was to get away from Jagger immediately. Reaching up, she swatted away at her tears and looked up, "I'll tell them." With that said, she walked past him and headed upstairs to their bedroom, where she closed the door behind her and collapsed onto the floor against it. She hadn't expected this to happen. She was supposed to become Mrs. St. Croix next weekend. Now she had a wedding to call off. Her mind raced, thinking of all the different ways their conversation could have went. Now it was too late. She just lost the man she loved the most.
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